The Plan

I am here to share a long standing plan that I have been instituting for a little more then a month on post of this article. I have been awfully lethargic when it comes to moving forward this my closest friend Brittany. I realized a while back that it doesn’t matter what happens I have to get up and do something about it, because I don’t have all the time in the world to wast. Honestly i do not expect many people to read this or even discover this, I am simply putting word to thought so i might have a clear train of though. I have known for a long time that mutual feelings are held in the regard that i am implying here. I simply refrained from action because I am a coward in this regard. I have never fallen so hard nor cared so much about someone else so much. I have reached a point where I could not and do not want to think about a future without you and want to immediately take action to building a future where I wont have too. I know this is one of many steps, I know this often times wont be the easiest thing to do, I know that the future is unclear, but I don’t care. I look forward to the steps turning into a trail, I have never wanted whats easy in life, and I don’t want to think about a future I just want to get there. I Know you are a brilliant individual and probably guess to the meaning of the code I put in place for you and have likely been humoring me because you are so very sweet, and honestly I don’t really know why i put the code together because in the end it doesn’t matter if you deciphered it or not because I will put those words to action the moment I see you. I waited for to long trying to make it a romantic and memorable moment, but I didn’t realize at first that no matter what happens from this moment on it will be a romantic and memorable moment.



College resolution

I will be starting my second semester of college in 6 days, lucky I have far fewer classes than last semester, I did not expect to miss college. Brittany has already started back up, unfortunately her school decided to start 13 days before mine. She has been settling back in quite nicely. Brittany and I have lined our classes to all end before 12:45 PM each day, somehow we both also managed to grab a class that ends around 3 one day a week. Its funny how life pays out, but I love the setup. Brittany has already become the savior for her Music Theory classes just two weeks in. It is wonderful how much Brittany goes out of her way to help people, sometimes I worry she has not left enough time to help herself, even with all the help she hands out she still manages to finish up all her work talk with me every day and have a social life. I am truly inspired by her, I spend at least 2 hours a day doing absolutely nothing and still forget to do things. As the title says I am making a resolution, and my resolution is to by more like Brittany. This semester I am going to get my work done help some people and on top of all of it try to be social. I want to do this because Brittany has made me realize whats the point of life if you cant share it with people.

PS. Brittany hope this post isn’t too mushy for you, I know you have a 0 toleration motto, but believe me I deleted parts.